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the past few days have just been umm… BORING?! i’ve been sleeping for about 15hours a day… i haven’t been able to work out, i haven’t started on any book, i’ve acheived nothing for the past 2-3weeks!… that is really bad considering that classes are due to start by June 13… dang it…

the only thing that i’ve acheived on doing for the past few weeks is NOT missing the new movies… the coolest movie i’ve watched so far, whatelse?! X-men3!!!! the best marvel movie yet!! dang it was a cool movie… the movie that pissed me off badly? Da Vinci Code…

i don’t know if i’ve mentioned it in my other blog but hey… i did not see any reason for people to react the way that they did about the movie… i understand the fact that members of Opus Dei would get pissed about the image that they had in the movie… but for people to say that it would destroy the faith of Christianity? i think it is just an exageration… other than that, maybe my faith is just stronger than others..

But still, i believe that there is no reason for people to think that the Da Vinci Code is a threat to their faith as christians for the for the following reasons

1. the book, and the movie, does not represent a scientific paper therefore, it is fiction

2. there was never an attack on the faith of Christianity. i recall Robert Langdon saying "in the end, its not about what happened with Christ, it all boils down to your Faith" well something like that…

3. there has been other movies that was like the Da Vinci Code, as a movie, like the Body, but i don’t recall anyone making a fuss out of it…

in the end, it is still reason number 1 that should be emphasized… hindi nga sya considered as a scientific paper eh, bakit mo paniniwalaan, BOPOLS ka ba?!

no its not about girls…

Assumptionista / Assumptionisto / Assumptionists –> new terms that i came up with to describe people who like to assume things and imply that whatever they assumed, is true of a certain topic or more specially of an individual…

*sigh*

God knows i’m not rich… im rich in friends and family and love… my family does Good enough for us to have complete meals for the day and enough for me to go to med school provided i have my scholarship and for my bro to go through his highschool and all the other bills like electricity and the like…

yup my parents work abroad, they’ve been there for years… im in medicine but does that mean that we’re filthy rich? c’mon man…. i feel lonely and angry all at the same time towards people who keeps on assuming and not listening to clearly real and honest facts…

the notion here in the philippines is that if you have any of your family members living and studying abroad, you are rich.. that is pure assumption… ok lang un… normal naman un eh….

but then when it comes to other things… for you to imply that what you assume is the complete truth of a certain individual, that makes you a narrow headed asshole. i don’t mind if its a joke, but for you to speak as though you know a certain individual so well and insist that what you assume is true, mabuti pa mamatay ka na…

i assume as well… but i don’t speak out what i assume. instead i ask questions whether it be in the humble way or the annoying way… what ever the outcome is whether my assumption is true or not, i don’t mind.

but there are some people around that likes to assume things and implicate those assumptions on the complete personality of other people… for what reason? i don’t know…

to make themselves look better than the other?

so that they get acknowledged by other individuals?

ang babaw naman…. that just sucks… i believe that if you only have assumptions concerning individuals, better wait until those assumptions are either reinforced or rejected by new facts

assumptions are ok in studies.. they call these hypotheses… but it is never ethical for anyone to assume on the personality of other individuals… whoever does these kinds of things, they are nothing but low lifes with nothing good to offer

traffic… too bad, nakaka-badtrip

ever had one of those days where in you just want to get some place fast but then you end up gettin caught in traffic? doesn’t feel good doesn’t it? sucks doesn’t it? gets you mad doesn’t it?…. same goes with me, but when you get caught in the traffic that like i did, you’d be more pissed than you could’ve been…

i think this kind of traffic can only be found here in the Philippines walang ganyan sa states! makes you proud to be pinoy huh? or does it?!

so what is this traffic am talking about that can ONLY be found (in my own perspective anyways) here in the Philippines… hmm.. kinda hard to explain so lemme just tell ya bout what i went through…

it was a scorching hot saturday morning (round 10:30), i wanted to catch the first screening of The Da Vinci Code for that day… so off i went thinkin that since it was early, and that it was saturday, there shouldn’t be that much of a traffic heading towards metro manila.. i was wrong…

right in the middle of the SLEX from carmona exit to filinvest exit, the jeepney i was riding in just slowed down and crawled to about what, 5km/hr or LESS!!!… freak!, i was thinkin that mebbe i made a wrong calculation of the traffic, i thought i under-estimated it and just told myself hey, too bad for you man…

so there i was in this really really slow moving jeepney (so slow that i think i could walk faster than the blasted thing), sweating like i was in the sahara… as i was lookin at the back of the jeepney, i saw the sight of this bus that mustve lost control and ended up in the gully at the side of the road completely away from where all the cars were trailing from… but then after passing the sight of the bus, all of the sudden, this piece of junk i was riding in gained speed! i looked up front and saw all that space in the road… FUCK! The SLEX wasn’t filled with cars!! SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT

the only freakin thing that caused the fucking traffic was not an overload of cars heading to the city… it was caused by a fucking overload of STUPID NOSY ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!…. shit…

there wasn’t any blockage in the road

there wasn’t anything hindering the flow of traffic on the expressway!

the cause of the traffic were just fucking nosy people slowing down just so that they could get a glimpse of a stupid bus that ended up in a gully and couldn’t get out! fuck! what do these people get from slowing down and lookin at that scene…. Damn it!

i could’ve accepted the fact that traffic was caused by an acciden smack dab in the middle of the expressway or by overload of vehicles heading in my direction… but a traffic from a freakin accident completely off the road?! that is just STUPID!… even the people fixin the scene were not doing anything to affect traffic….

it was simply the NOSINESS of blasted moronic idiotic pathetic people…. GOD!!!!

Now don’t tell me that you wouldn’t get pissed off by this….

"sigh"

for guys, and gals as well i guess, i’m sure that you’ve probably come across that time in your life where in people just misinterpret you and get mad at you for no obvious reason… aint it annoying? doesn’t it just piss the livin hell out of you?

i don’t get it… some guys are just morons, idiots, below 20 IQ people, who really can’t understand the words "your girlfriend and i are friends"… sheesh… reallly really stupid… i don’t know why they can’t understand that…

i really don’t understand what goes on in the minds of such people. if anyone out there reading this blog knows any logical and realistic explanantion to it, DO EXPLAIN TO ME… heres an example

this gurl has been my friend since way back undergrad… and God knows that i am a lot more closer to women than to men but i have never gone out with this girl in my entire life! heck we see each other only during school hours back in undergrad. she’s like a freakin sister to me… i cannot believe that her so called boyfriend-na-tanga-na-walang-kwenta dares to think otherwise of me…

now i haven’t seen this friend of mine for how many years now… STILL her boyfriend since 2nd year is still the same… di parin nagbabago…. he went to the point of not letting this friend of mine have guys as friends. NOT EVEN GAYS.. in otherwords, the moron doesn’t want his gf to be seeing / talking / hanging out with people who have dicks (real or fake)… son of a bitch…

anyways, still there are other people like this freakin moron……… i don’t see any reason for these kind of guys to treat their gfs that way… insecurity = stupidity… if ever the guys involved in such acts read this sana mataohan kayo mga tanga… this just pisses me off… REALLY PISSES ME OFF..

temperature’s at 38degrees…. the only clouds in sight are those that are at the far end of visual field, anything else above me is nothing bout the clear blue sky… where was i? at the beach? nah…. resort? hmm… looks like it but NO… i was at my alumni… and man its hotter then ever…

so what’s a perpetualite like me doing in a place like la salle? wala lang… the reason is the sheer result of having the summer break! which is, since-you’re-the-only-one-not-doing-anything, you-might-as-well-do-this-for-me, issue… i’m having my sister’s clearance signed for her… and if it wasn’t for the sights, THE SIGHTS, i would’ve gone crazy under the summer heat…

despite the heat and the long walk all over the 27hectare compound of the school, it was the surroundings that kept my sanity and libido intact.. hahaha… i guess if you’re looking for good lookin people (girls) in a provincial place like cavite, the place to be would be at DLSU-Dasmariñas, i’m sorry perps people but there are definitely more chickas at DLSU… BUT i don’t mean to say that there aren’t any pretty people in perps… there’s vanessa, maricar, karen, rose, lois, lilah, meg, arlene, myla, bambi, anna, marmie, dedz, lalaine. hehehe

OR maybe i was just hallucinating and the only thing on my mind on that time was to see people dressed for the beach i.e. chix in bikinis hahaha i don’t know, i don’t care either, all the good lookin ones were being guarded by the fiercest, most powerful bodyguards that any good lookin girl could ever have… their parents…

anyways, i don’t need to get to know them, i’ve got people lovin me, and i am happy being with that person that i have in my life right now. all am sayin is, i know how to appreciate beauty… un lang.:)

what a freakin mornin……. i woke up at 5am to feed the noisy dogs… couldn’t sleep after that…. then i thought what the hell.. i’m supposed to wake up early today anyways.. why? because im supposed to pick up something at the dean’s office at 9am..

so 9am, there i was at school… and wouldn’t you know it? the freaking dean’s office is still closed! shit! i waited and waited and FINALLY it opened up at around 10am! turns out the person that was supposed to open it up overselpt! nice huh? i let that pass… heck shit happens right?!

so i went it and asked for my papers… here was dialogue i received.,..

i know i put here somewhere… now where is it?

GOD! my freakin papers were lost! she looked and looked but they were nowhere to be found…. that really pissed me off… and now m having a bad day.. coz nothin seems to be turning out right…

so i told her.. ok… i’ll be back at 3pm… would my papers be ready then? would the doctors be here to sign them by that time? she said yea, i guess so…

I GUESS SO?! man….. whats with that…. i have to get those papers fixed… fast… its really really really pissin me off…. i hope its done by 3pm… i really hope that its done by 3pm… if not, i don’t know what i’d do… i might explode and go on a mean streak for the rest of the day… that really really sux….

some people say that when you preach, it does not necessarily mean that you do what ever you preached. isn’t it ironic? if you keep on preaching something to people or a particular person, but then you don’t do it youself, it is very contradicting. why? you don’t do it yourself, so why do you impose it on other people? meaning, you do not have the right to preach something that you yourself do not believe or do not act on yourself. this is what i believe, this is my opinion.

for example. you say to someone, “you shouldn’t jump of a 10ft. platform, you’ll get hurt”. but you yourself are fond of jumping from such a height. do you actually think that the guy your telling this to would believe you? the guy would probably just say that you’re a hippocrit. you preach but you do not do. that in my opinion makes you look stupid doesnt it? i dunno. i just feel that the contradiction of what you do and what you preach just makes your preaching INVALID in other words nonsense.

another example, you say to someone. “don’t do premarital sex”… but everyone knows that you are fond of sex even if you are not married. do you actually think that if you say this to someone, that person would do as you preached? i don’t think so. why? because the person telling that to them is not an image of what has been preached.

instead of preaching something by directly saying “do” or “do not” or “you’ll be sorry”, why not just say something like, “i jump off a 10ft platform all the time… it hurts badly” or “i engage in premarital sex, but i do have responsibility over the things that i do. if you don’t have the responsibility, then you should think things over before you engage in it”… this way, they know that you engage in such acts which means, they feel that you are more credible, more believable. it removes the contradiction. it removes the irony. it doesn’t make you a hippocrit. you were honest and you showed wisdom from experience.