No more Lazy bum….
its practically a new week… its sunday mornin and somehow i feel refreshed… 
probably because of my early sleep last night…
yesterday we got home early… i was lookin for something to take my mind off all my stresses problems and all other bullshit that happened last week… i tried drawin a concept car… unfortunately it was kinda frustrating… so instead i gobbled up some cake my uncle bought for us… but then it wasn’t actually much of a stress releaser….
so i gave up thinkin about what to do and what i was supposed to do and just went to my room, locked myself up early (830pm), prayed and talked to God ’bout my problems and dozed off into never never land…
i woke up around 6 did all my chores and went to church… and amazingly enough, as though an answered prayer, i felt better… refreshed… like my aunt said when i got back home iwanan mo na problema mo, bangong lingo na… and syempre, tama si tita.
i have been a lazy bum all week long… studying (scanning) subjects for 30minutes to a max of 2hours (yeah, i know, its freaking impossible for me to know everything about surgery, clinical pathology, general pathology and other stuff by reading an average of 2hours a day) thus ending the week really badly…
in other words, i came to realize that the only thing stressing myself out is none other than ME… plus other annoying factors aside from myself…
i therefore admit that i have been too lazy to do what i am supposed to be doing in 2nd year… and that put myself in a stressful situation… everyone has been giving it their all… ako naman, tatanga tanga, nagpabanjing banjing nalang… which was really really wrong…
its a new week… a new window of opportunity for me to be better… another chance for me to NOT disappoint anyone (including myself)… so to my fellow blogsters, i give you this promise…
from this day onwards… DI NA KO MAGPAPAKATAMAD
July 14th, 2006 at 9:30 pm
T#nga ka pala e kung pabanjing-banjing ka, ano tawag mo sa akin, ni hndi nga ako makabuklat ng libro pag-uwi. Ibig mo sabihin tsong matalino ako? Hehe!
I think you’re right with your first assumption and terribly wrong with the second. Yes, you are the one stressing youself out, but no it’s because you’ve been too lazy. It’s because you think you’re being lazy when in fact you SHOULD be lazy at times. To put it simply, you’re definition of lazy is different. People have various learning curves. Yours might be faster than some, so take it easy. You’re doing alright. Medicine is not a race to the top. It’s about becoming a greater servant for Humanity. Hard to digest but dude, take my word for it, sometimes it pays to do nothing. God’s (if you believe in Him, that is) design is for us to do things in moderation. All things. Ciao.
July 16th, 2006 at 3:30 am
i just want to share my favorite Christian song, “God Will Make A wAY.” i realy love this song.