Swan Dive
swan dive –> this is the reason why my nose ended up the way it is… hehehe joke…
swan dive here refers to my grades now in second year… considering 3 subjects actually…. pharma, surgery and pedia…
i don’t know what happened… well all i can say is atleast i’m not alone…. all the other guys that i’m having a healthy competition with are the same… though i do feel i’m the lowest among them… okay lang…
second year med is definitely harder…. i’ve got 2 more short quizes and 1 more long tests for each to improve my thing… for this shift anyways…. ang bababa talaga grabe… nakakaluha… di maaring ikompera sa nagawa ko sa 1st year. pakiramdam ko tuloy humihina utak ko…. but then… if i keep worrying about this shit… i’ll end up doing worse… so courtesy of a text i received this morning, i’ll just do whatever it is i can do and hope for the best. =)
the text i received was something like this
don’t worry about what could happen in the future. it’s an insult to God’s plan…
now i’m not saying i’m a VERY religious guy… from that phrase, i just see it as follows…
focus on what you can do now and what you can achieve at the present, don’t think about what happened in the past nor what could happen in the future… just do what you can, and hope for the best
so there…. relax lang… sana kaung mga medz ganun din… chill =) pero, kukuwestyonin parin naten ang surgery. hindi maaring hindi hehehe
