nocturnal….
haven’t been sleeping very well lately…. mebbe it’s insomnia….
hmmm….. which gets me thinking ‘coz like what i’ve learned from psych (which comprises about 50% of what i’ve learned from this class), insomnia is one of the early manifestations of mental illness… hmm…. i wonder…..
i get to sleep between 12 and 2am… and sometimes, i fall asleep while standing and typing…zzzzZZZzzz…. heheh… thanks to this sleeping disorder, so far the 2nd shift seems to be better than the first… however, thinking back, i haven’t actually been studying that much…just a few minutes of scanning and i was done…. i should’ve focused mebbe i would’ve done better….. what can i say, i’ve pretty much nothing else better to do in the middle of the night than to read freaking materials for class…. *sigh*…. this is depressing….
hmm…. come to think of it, depression is also a sign of mental illness…. damn it…………… i think i am losing it…. =(
argh…. this week has been good…. i guess… except for the freaking grade i got for clinical pathology….. i didn’t expect it to be 82….. i was expecting an 85 the least………… so i’m thinking, did i do that bad in the shifting exam?! *sigh*…… another thing that would be part of the exception would be the grade in medicine…. damn that grade……. sheesh…. it was really unfair….. we were able to see the histories done by the other groups but damn it, it’s all the same… so WTF did they get higher grades than we did? that is the problem that has to be resolved…… grading should have a standard in this class….. and the worst of it, is that i foresaw it…..*sigh*
highlight of this week would be alex’s blog that got me laughing all night long and deds’ drama during pharma….hehehe… wait a minute… that could be a title of a movie or a sitcom… Deds’ drama during pharma…. hahahah
she cried…. i wanted to stop her from crying but then, it was kinda hard…….. crying is a contageous disease (i don’t know what word to use thus the word disease)…and it being contageous, got me crying too…. well, not crying like deds but teary eyed….hahaha…. i can’t help it…. it’s contageous!!!
another highlight during pharma was alex throwing a chair aside for some reason…. i think archie got scared at that time… hahah…. he was trying to flash some of alex’s pictures but the owner didn’t want it to be flashed thus, the scenario…. everyone got surprised… except for deds i think…. she was too busy crying….. anna, the smallest girl in class who was sitting close to alex got so scared that she initially walked around in circles before hiding behind mitch and asked mitch…. umm…. what’s alex doing? hahaha… tsk tsk…. you scared the wits out of her man! turns out, it wasn’t totally archie’s fault, he was just blindly following orders from the commander…. who was also the co-owner of the pictures found in the laptop that day hehehehehe…..
anyways, i’m losing my balance….. guess my brain’s ready to shut down so……. till next time meyties
September 16th, 2006 at 9:56 pm
yeah, i was too busy pouring my heart out that when i heard a “BLAAAG!”, i wasn’t even startled; i didn’t even turn around to see what it was. at least, i didn’t get scared of alex. wahihi!
September 16th, 2006 at 10:38 pm
my gulay ray.. this week wasnt really good for me at all.. dami daming nega ngyari sakin! like hay.. ewan ko na lang.. im this close (imagine mo nanlng yung distance ng THIS) to giving the hell up. Thinking “PUTANG INA! i can get a better life than this!” huhuhu.. kaya ako absent nung sat.. i cant take anymore nega..
September 17th, 2006 at 7:21 am
y’know i was a bit like that way back the first few weeks (months) of med school….. things got better naman…. kaya look at the bright side of the beaver (more like the center) hehehe…. things will work out… don’t worry… take ka nalang muna ng codeine… dami nun sa mercury, medyo affordable pa..hehehe
November 13th, 2006 at 6:37 am
bastos! ngayon ko lang nabasa sagot mo! whats with the beaver anyways!!!