Imbento

this past few days have been kinda dull….. nothing else to do but study, study, study….. hmm…. i realize that all i ever talk about in this blog is about school….

anyways, there have been so many conflicts between people that i happen to spend half of my day with every single day…. just seems as though everyone has been seeing the other side of their colleagues that they don’t like…. or maybe people have just changed the past few months or the past year rather eversince being in med school….

everyone has their own secrets. everyone has their problems. some of us prefer to speak out about our problems to try to ease the pain that we’re dealing with. others on the other hand, prefer to keep it to themselves, thinking that they could carry on without having other people carry that burden along with them. but sometimes, in effect of trying to solve your problems on your own, you end up hurting the other people around you….

aside from problems, all of us do have imperfections when it comes to attitude… like i said about myself…. i’m a nice guy to some and an insensitive prick to others… i’m the kind of guy who does what he wants. but i do try my best not to harm others in the process… it woudn’t be nice to get what you want with the expense of others around you…. that’d be bad….. but there are times in which you really aren’t doing anything to the people around you, just that they misinterpret you for what it is that you are doing…

for example, i’m walking a straight line… a path where no one else steps on… so i just walk and walk and all of a sudden here comes another guy running perpendicular to that line. he ran so fast that i didn’t see him that in effect we collided with each other…… (you’d get what i mean eventually)

the thing is, all week long, i’ve heard of people talk about other people. and ofcourse i do joing in agreeing with what they’re telling me, sometimes disagreeing, but then in the end getting stoned to death by doing so… but the thing that i’ve noticed here is that most of us, if not all of us, just have too much pride which leads to a lack of understanding of other people around us….

sometimes, we start thinking too highly about ourselves that we forget that there are other people around us…. sometimes we forget to listen to the concerns of other people simply because we think that we already know everything and that everything that we know is the absolute truth…

simply put, most of us, if not all of us, are just plain old egocentric…. =(

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