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in less than a weeks time a lot has already happened… i guess the saying is true that anything can happen in a short span of time… its just like this coffee of mine… =)

at first i thought that i would not be able to get my dose of Starbucks coffee because it was too damn freakin expensive… but then as luck/faith would have it, i did get my dose of coffee…

holdin that coffee in my hand made me feel "happy", "relieved", and all that possitive stuff… until i tried taking a sip… it burnt my tongue and my lips like hell… what the f***… made me wanna throw that cup away (but probably would have burnt my hands in the process)…

after a while of blowing at it to cool it down, i was able to drink it up… oh yea… warm coffee makes one feel warm inside… and i was happy again… considering the small sacrifice i had to put to cool the contents of that cup down just to be able to gulp it up, it did turn out for the best… until i finished it up..

got a coffee cup without coffee….. looking at that empty cup made me long for even more coffee… the kind of coffee that i have not tasted for quite some time… hasn’t been offerred for a while in Starbucks… i could make some phone calls to make ‘em available again but then… i come to think and say to myself that hey! what’s the point?… but that thinking just makes me think even more that maybe i should have that dose of coffee via phone call… but then again, what would happen after that?… probably nothing… but knowing myself, something’s bound to happen…

but probably, that something is just something that would last just as long as caffeine lasts in my body… — a couple of minutes to 2-6hours the max… XP

for the past few weeks i felt as though i as on top of everything. kind of like the feeling that Chris Gardner had when he was able to sell all his bone scanners just a month before completing his internship at some stock broking company.. he felt like all his financial problems are gone and that the rest of his 4 weeks would be a walk in the park…

in my case, i thought that everything that i had put in my head was all good. good in a sense that i thought i had enough knowledge to get through any test (like the first part of the boards) and pass ‘em… that is until i went to UP for a brainwave quiz bee…

yea the "quiz bee" part sounds nerdy.. i didn’t want to be a part of it either… but i was there… in the end, my team ended up with the lowest score… a negative one to that! damn… that was a big blow to me psychologically and to think that my all time comparator was there (his team won i think…)..

Damn it… i shouldn’t have been in that thing… i shoud’ve just walked out and let some other person do the job… i made a mess… the only thing good about what had happened was that i did manage to "get back" at the school in some way… but deep inside, i was hurt… it meant one thing - i’m not good enough — yet! and that i have to start getting my old habbit back together if i was to stay in the game…

there’s only a few exams left… and the only way to keep up is if i study harder… i won’t sleep if i have to… no more sleeping early for me…

assumption is a deadly thing… you could end up shooting someone in the head for assuming that that person is some criminal or something…

it is so obvious when people are assuming things… sometimes it does seem like they are just fishing but the truth is, they already have their answers in their minds… weird…

people are not perfect, heck who is? anyone who assumes that they are, are well, bloated in the head..

assumptions assumptions, i wonder why people assume too much of other people… maybe because they feel that their better than others or they are the best among the rest or maybe because they just need something to make themselves look better than another person…

whatever the reason is, dang… assumptions, assumptions… get a life

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anyways the reversal, yea we got pissed at someone… because we felt violated, we felt that we were disrespected but today, most of us feel guilty for getting pissed off and doing some action despite the fact that we have the right to…

this guy packs a heck of a counter punch… we all make mistakes, i’m not saying that the class made a mistake… offense begets offense… when people get passive they get stepped on, and when they do become active, well, they get kicked at the groin and then they get stepped on…

in other words, life’s a b*tch, lets learn from our lessons and hope that we’d be better people in the future… =)